In this book I have tried to convey my ideas in poetic form about my one-sided love affair with a man. I never spoke to the person in question; we just exchanged texts on the internet. The man is a fabulous poet but not a good lover. To this day I have been trying to get him out of my life and my head. I reckon writing a book might help me and it did in some way. I have no grudges or bitterness for the man just a keen sense of curiosity to still understand him. I have found that loving myself the most might be selfish, but it fixes a broken heart, and I am on that journey.