Description of the Book:
 
 
If I Ever Lived explores explosive thoughts I ponder during sleepless hours, delving into the things I wonder about the world around me and myself. The title reflects the concept of truly living, rather than merely breathing. It asks: If I lived authentically, what would I do, what would I feel, and what would I no longer carry? This book encourages readers to reflect on their own lives, to understand and relate to the themes with an open mind, as it invites self-reflection and introspection.